Exercise

I have been loyal customer for gym for over a year.
Now I stopped the membership and running around the neighborhood.
As the wind has invited me to run this evening so I followed.... and learned that I prefer running in the morning a lot more.
Quiet... air is fresh and feel like it's mine.

I was more happy to realise that I've became the person I wanna run and exercise!
It makes me feel good now!!

Now bedtime.
Good night!

A Sunday Morning

Finally, wind has started to sing...
Some of you have noticed that there was thick haze covered above Singapore for last few days.
Still I can't see blue sky yet, but soon the wind will sing it away I hope.

Once every some years, I get a chance to visit Church.
Yesterday was the day, I happened to join them.
I laughed (*allow / forgive me...) about their concert style service....
It looked just a rock concert / comedy show if you don't know what they are singing and talking about.
Purple, yellow, orange, red lights, beaming to the band on the stage, 5 cameras with 5 screens in really loud speaker!!!
Woooow, definitely not my favorite kind of service.... (old fashion? no no... too casual to me.)

I may not find peace being there, but I find peace through fresh washed sheets, trees cuddling, butterfly fluttering, silence and dark cover.... and love one beside... Perfect!

Handmade lotion

I have been thinking researching to make my orignal handmade lotion.
I should look for the ingredient today.

If I can find the ingredient, I will try to report you with the pic from my new mobile phone camera. (you must be laughing about that I didn't have camera on my mobile!)

Yeah!
I got a touch screen mobile with 5G camera from my friend.
I was really popular /and proud of myself about having the antique Nokia mobile! (any of you know which one I am talking about, you can giggle!)

Weeeeell, my idea was that mobile phone is for me to reach others while I am mobile, and for others to reach me anytime, so I didn't need to have too fancy functions or anything... haahaha.. outmoded ha!
Moreover... I was comfortable the buttons than touch screen, then I would know what I have done physically.

Anyway!
Someone couldn't stand it....
or generous.... anyhow... I got new touch screen mobile.
It seems having a lot of function!
I should take interesting pics to upload more to the blog!

Dear friends, have a lovely weekend!!!

Lost

I lost 5kg recently.
It's not something I had strict diet or so... evidentaly, I did some exercises and monitored what I eat.

I was telling other people that being on diet is my hobby!
Something sometimes I can enjoy it having the restraint.

Now I see the number on the scale says 5kg loss!
I should be happy that I lost it in healthy way, but I was told that I look older after loosing weight :(

Being chubby curvy makes people look bit younger in fact...
Lose weight or lose youth in appearance.... mmmm...

A life

'Eat Pray Love'- Julia Roberts
The movie had expressed the exact topic I was going through.
Many words hit me to my heart...

I know some of my lovely girlfriends have been going through this self searching tunnel as well.
They are still in the tunnel, but I am sure they will find the way out, just like I came out.

For me till I get to come up to my 'project M', I really got into the bottomless well where I felt like going down forever searching for something I never will find.
I am not like Liz (Julia Roberts) who can just decide and go.
Mine's took and will take bit more time to prepare, but well... technically has already started and looking forward it.

And I know that traveling to somewhere doesn't always bring you an answer like this perfect happy movie.
I needed all this time in Singapore to face to myself to my heart for this next step - now it's more how I want to live my life.
FINALLY I can let myself go -What a long time to make the detour!
I can't keep stumbling like that, but want to try accepting who I am.



Masa- who've just passed away at the age of 37 by subarachnoid hemorrhage this Friday...... He was the sweetest charming funny man.
A life can be over suddenly like him.
I believe that his life was full of happiness, smile and love.
He meant a lot to us.
Thank you Masa for sharing your life with us.

Lush 99.5 FM and some more

Hey, I found my favorite station has started the online streaming!!

Lush 99.5 FM

It's nice to have it then I can also learn the name of the songs and singers!
Like this one, I've just learnt the title!

Exploration

What am I doing lately?

Had great summer back home; brother's wedding, fireworks.
Got back to Singapore; work, new house hunting,work, moving, my birthday party, work, house warming party, Simone's birthday party, work, farewell party, work, welcome party, work, Q4 kick off meeting, work.

Too many parties??
Well... it's more socialising... not like the one you would imagine when you were at college.
Evidentally, I've managed to do regular exercise which got me 4kg loss!
3 more kg to go!
Also, doing regular sewing. Now, finally I am working on my dress.
I measured with my current body size which means I can't be bigger than now; otherwise, I won't fit by the time my dress is ready!

Beside, I have some more things I've been working on.
The major one is called project 'M'!!!
Should be able to talk about it soon :D

Oh, any of you who wanna see me in Kimono, I will send you the link of my web album.
I had it for my brother's wedding :D Very cool volcano eruption hair style!!! hahaha